Thinking.. Laughing.. Sleeping..

Well.. I don't know What I'm doing now..
Even there're so many stuffs to do though, I haven't been doing nothing at all. but just thinking, laughing and sleeping.
 I shouldn't blame someone else.. Of cause I should forget everything, but I don't know why I couldn't,
 My parents just told me I should take some rest for awhile. and take my time myself. but still I'm so hesitated. Nevertheless There is no reason to hesitate by myself, This kind of feeling's make me small eyes. It makes me I can't see anything in front of me at all.
 Today, I just apply some kind of English test which is called 'Toeic'. The most of Korean University Student have to take this test for getting a job. I haven't been expected that I had to study this test but, I have to. The reason why I have to do this kind of thing is few of experiences in previous job interview these days.
 The Interviewers are always ask me about this test if I have. and I used to answer that I don't and I didn't have to, because I had a job in NZ and I didn't have any problem with conversation during the work. but, they didn't understand about it.  and ask me twice "Do you have any Toeic Score?"
 "I don't, sir. but still..."
Then they interrupt me and said "We need someone who speaks English. but Why did you come over here without any Toeic score? You should have the score first."
 Well.. I don't think that I'm not really good at the language. but I'm pretty sure there wasn't any problem.
 I have an one experience in Seoul. I had a job at that time, and The boss required English speaking skill to me. because that company was under the foreign company. but strangely, I had no chance to speak at all.

Well.. I should follow this kind of system as soon as possible but, It must be changed now or never.




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