Believing someone else without any doubt is of course very hard.

Even I could believe her or him by all my way. I couldn't force them to trust me as my way without any little of concern. That could be selfish to them.

I can not force them to trust me. I could be just "One of them".

Hopefully

Even I shouldn't be selfish anymore.

I could realize no one can trust me without any doubt, now

I am just wanting too much..

Feel like alone.